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PS BBQ~

2006-07-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

Went for PS BBQ at Bishan yesterday... haha... very fun indeed. I love PS outings... we rulez... lol...

Reach Bishan at abt 5 lo... the stated waiting time... very shag cause previous day duty and i only reach home like abt 11... only nap for 2 hours... but drag myself there lo... haha... Saw nobody when i reach there... lol.. thought i was late... turn out i was still early... haha... then saw delia and then subsequently the rest of the ppl lo... lol... delia was like sianz la, i studing my chemistry... -_-" lol... i replied luckily i'm done with A levels.. lol... Had a long wait after that... with suanning see hong and talking among ourselves being our entertainment pleasures... haha...

The bus ride was kinda interesting as well... ha... zi jie was like saying Miss Universe is totally a waste of time... and the ladies were like can't remember what she said... lol... can't believe a simple topic i brought up can turn up into a discussion topic... ha...

Reach cherryhill condo at 6 plus? Lol... can't remember the exact time... Food was ready... but the seniors (a.k.a us) were not going to be cooking... haha... feel kinda bad some times... lol... but oh well... chee wei as usual was great with his cooking... lol... We started to chat lo... lol... the current j2s... i'm not that familiar with most j1s... except a few like spencer lo... haha... went to the playground... got swing there... haha.. long time never swing le... lol.. but now too heavy la... and my legs so long... and delia/hui ping was like suanning me if i was jealous of them having short legs... -_-" i dun of course... wahaha~

Wanted to dunk jian qi into the pool de... lol... but cause it was a private condo... not very good if clarissa had to answer for it... so dismiss the idea a few times... haha... waiting for others to come lo... wendy, chai sen, emily, suann, patrick etc... lol... Very noisy lo... haha... then me, ct, zi jie, hui ping, delia, zi qi were playing with potatoes... haha... hui ping was like getting high with potatoes... lol... adrenaline pumping like tt... haha... then also obsessed with chocolate marshmallows... lol... haha... oh yeah... i was attacked by a hotdog lo... lol... hui ping bite half way then throw it at me... lol -_-"

The rest of the night was spend with sparklers, food and more chatting lo... i really super pei fu chai sen la... wah lau eh... super can eat de bugger... eating the whole night and not full de... -_-" what an appetite... lol.. left at 10 plus lo... almost thought i couldn't catch the train home at je... lol... zi jie was telling me abt her maths being poor and what so ever.. haha... told her the key word is "PRACTICE"... think she's too nervous lo... told her to relax during examinations... just reminded me abt my past exploits with vincent lee... lol... sadistic... ha...

Yeah... talk abt dreams too... everyone had diff and interesting dreams... lol... delia was like saying she loves her flying dreams.. ha... mei peng was like so silent also... lol... cause xi min didn't go... lol... reach home at 12.30 in the end...

PS rawkz~ haha... now my objective is the chalet... hope really can book aloha chalet...

PS Step down Ceremony~

2006-07-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

Went back on Wednesday for the stepping down ceremony for PS exco 05/06... haha... initially thought only i will be going back... in the end quite a lot of ppl turned up, Andrew, Li Fei, Kang Li and See Hong also turned up...

Went back quite early... haha... in the end.. went around taking a look at how the J2s taught the J1s... well, although its not tt excellent... but its better than me.. lol... chatted with some of the j2s that i was more attached to... haha... xi min, mei ping, pei yeung etc.. Teachers were having contact time... so didn't go and find anyone at all... ha...

Their stepping down ceremony was quite noisy and lively... every exco had to give a speech... lol.. and the presents given by j1s to j2s... not too bad actually... considering when we stepped down, we didn't get anything... (except for cake i think) Lol... and my direct junior didn't appear lo... lol...

After that, went to KFC for dinner... lol... they were very bonded together la.. can see... lol... kinda reminded me of my days in PS when i was still in sch... but kinda with mixed feelings... lol.. it was a kind of anticipation and dreading of PS every session... but well, i still am attached to PS... thats why i keep going back... hope they dun find me a bore... lolx...

Looking forward to their farewell party next week... will bring something over ba...

World Cup~

2006-07-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

Well, the 2006 Germany World Cup has officially ended... with the Azzuri (Italy if no one knows which i think its impossible) as the world champions for the 4th time in their history. As a side trivia, only 7 countries have shared the world cup between themselves...

1. Brazil (5)
2. Uruguay (2)
3. England (1)
4. France (1)
5. Argentina (can't remember 1 or 2)
6. Italy (4)
7. Germany (3)

Thats what i heard la...

Bad gambling results... lost $120+... haha... my worst loss... sianzation... dunnoe why like keep losing leh... like i really cannot bet le... lol... or even gamble to say the least... haiz... but too much also not gd la... lol... somemore i'm a poor boy...

Final was dramatic... not much flashes of brillance though... haha... Perhaps Zidane's head butt of Materazzi would be the talk for some time to come... Was quite shocked really... lol.. even my mother said that he should be sent off for tt... unexcusable... almost lost money... whew~

Going back to AJ on Wed... Exco 05/06 stepping down... haha... thinking of whether to buy something for the current batch... but i very poor leh.. haha... oh well... see how lo...

Nothing in particular...

2006-06-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

Haha... as the title suggests, no definitive reason to blog.. just feel like it... lolx..

Went for my routine check up at TTSH today... lol... nothing really that impt... as the doctor said, i have a small tendon problem.. which i agree to a large extent? Save for the 'freak accidents' i have at times... lol... got a better joint medicine.... think i will take it regularly this time round... feel my joints got a bit of prob le... lol...

Went to Suntec to check out the model shop... found buster and blitz... but decide to go with buster first... will leave blitz till when my skill's better.. =) also bought a few bottles of acrylic paint... found gundam markers to be not tt practical... they come in a preset pack... and cost $4 for one marker... Will try it out on my Saviour gundam first... since the face is already screwed up... =P Maybe also akatsuki since it only requires 2 colours... yup...

Haha... feel very zi bei at times when i look into the mirror... seeing the fats i have.. lol.. compared to when i first entered jc1 when i was around 15kg lighter... lol... though its surprising my blood pressure is not high... instead, its lower... =| lol... my father says i have a spoilt body... eat chocolate also wun high blood pressure de... haha... Have cut down on my meal intake liaoz leh... but can't control myself to snack... haha... i need help~ lolz~ but running regularly is not really an option too because of my knee... haiz... life's irony... like that how to 'bao ma zi' in uni.... =P...

July coming le... time flies... 290+ days to go to ORD? Lol... Will jia you de... and will also study the online course i registered for... the physics thing... hopefully i can do it regularly and faithfully... lol... till next time~

Updates on life matters~

2006-06-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging as i used to be in the past... maybe cause life is such that there is nothing to say abt ba... or that blogging has become just a diary for significant events? Lol...

Been fanatic about Gundams... lol... especially the Gundam seed series... lol... Spend quite a bit on the model kits... lol... they look alright la... but really NEED paint to make them look better... this is what happens when you are too bored in camp... =P But its causing a hole in my pocket...

World Cup is almost reaching the second round le... haha... never really watch much of the preliminaries.. lol... cause no SCV... lost 60 so far? lol... all guess but someone one way or another i missed by just a bit... favourites to me so far? Spain, Argentina and maybe Germany... Dun really see highly of England and Czech Republic... haha.. but tts just me... lol...

Camp life... lots of ups and downs... seriously... its quite difficult to keep a whole lot of egos in one big bag? Everyone has their pride and stuff and that they have all different opinions in matters... oh well... theres still less than one year to go... hope everything turns out right?

18/03 suggesting going malaysia at end july? lol... hope i can go? Think it will be fun? lol... but must see i can take leave a not? Lol... and i need to go and update my passport and stuff... rather troublesome.... =|

Trying to sort some matters i have in mind? Haha... hope its turns out alright... a bit bugged down by some stuff in life... especially relationships... =)

Driving Test~

2006-06-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

Sighz... i failed to make it past the first time round for my driving practical test... or i will have started driving on the road on my own...

Thinking of the reasons i may have failed:
1. Bad weather
2. Nervousness
3. Unfamiliar with certain aspects of driving
4. Examiner was cock-eyed.
5. Poor vision.

Oh well, fail still means failed. Didn't stop at the stop line which means immediate failure. Lol... next test date... 23rd August... WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN THIS TIME ROUND! YES!

Anyway, things have been draggy in camp lately... Dun want to go into details... yup... hope everything will come to a good ending ba... yeah...

Kinda miss PS activity... lol... Confused about some stuff... But will try to sort it out quickly...

Till next time~

AJPS Photo Semiar - Freedom

2006-05-27T11:42:00.000-07:00

Went back to AJPS for the annual photo seminar... haha... Reach there at abt 9 plus although it started at 8.30am... buay tahan la... I live boon lay and need to reach so early... somemore had driving until 10 plus yesterday... so decide to sleep longer... lol...

Decided not to go in to listen to talks although Ms Lee was like bugging me to go in... haha... She recommended the speaker John Arifin as she had saw a few of his shots... ya.. and some others also told me it was gd too... but CMI la... i go in still will sleep one... lol... waited for them to come out for refreshments lo... while doing some sai kang with the dry box... -__-"... 99% humidity...

Decided to go in with them after the interval.. since i was already here and had nothing to do for quite some time still... listen to lance lee and 2 of the specialist teams... was very impressed with the studio photography... lol... it was well-taken and experimented with... great job for the team who had done that task... haha...

This event is most likely the last event before the exco officially step down... Think this batch of exco 05/06 has been one of the best ex-co around... everybody's clear on what to do and is together on accomplishing that goal... lol...

Some comments abt them la...

Jian Qi- Quite a second 'Ms Goh'... Lol... practically gives a speech every event i went back for... lol... but is able to gather the support of the club la... lol... goes to show that the charm is there... lol... or not? =P

Pei Yeung- Enthu la definitely... and one which i on quite good terms with... always want to pull me in to join the events although i just wanted to use 'eye power'... haha... Skills wise think not too bad also... judging from the few photos i saw...

Zi Jie- Lol... 'Loan shark'... Motto "Owe Money Pay Money" Can haunt you like a back spirit... lol... but quite nice la... lol... Straight in what she says and likes to sleep~ wahaha... should i mention organised?

Zi Qi- Super effective secretary... 'da jie' like tt... she talk everybody will like 'woah'... haha... but dun really speak to her... so not tt clear abt other areas...

Delia- Enthu photographer... And her shots are really quite good too... lol... her willingness to experience and shoot is something good to pass down to the next generation...

Hui Ping- Never really speak to her.. lol... quite friendly and fun... lol...PS wise never really interact with her leh... haha...

Mei Peng- Practically never existed... =P Darkroom Mistress.. First one since dunnoe when... But heard not too bad comments abt her.. and she's quite game abt stuff actually...

Chee Wei - Reponsible fellow... not scared abt handing him a task to do.. but a bit angsty at times... haha... have to slightly beware...

Anyway... this batch is quite unique la... lol... AJPS Exco 05/06... I dun really go back but they have never failed to surprise me every event i go back for... great job peepz~

Went cartel after the whole seminar... after a strenous wait of 45 minutes for them to take pictures and stuff... (almost like theres no tomolo) lol... Was talking cock with some of them... lol... got a grand daughter now... haha... xi min... lol... she like to call me ah gong... although i started it myself in the first place... lol... and she was trying to match me up with ppl in PS... lol... hope she dun do anything stupid... haha...

Just want to wish the current j2 batch all the best in the exams and jia you ba!

18/03's Swesens Outing

2006-05-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

Had an outing to Swensens yesterday with the class... abt 16 or 17 ppl turned up ba... haha... really not too bad lo... stupid yuan zheng keep whacking my stomach when i saw him... later alan also joined in... ok i noe i'm fat... no need to indicate so openly... lol...

Anyway, Swensens was not too bad la... this time around... alternate seats.. lol... guys 1 girls 1... lol... though i didn't really have much to chat abt with the gals around me... lol... qiao e, seetoh and wei shi... felt better when kevin and alan arrived as well as kenneth and lum came over later... lol... had fish n chips... seriously not too bad la... but think quite ex... lol... $15.90... fish and co like only ermz... $13.90? lol... around there ba... start to talk cock lo... lol... then they started to talk abt where to club later... finally decided to go zouk... i remembered... but me, yz and kenneth couldn't go cause we had to book in on that day or today... yes i am on duty as i'm blogging this.. =)

Since time was early.. we went to the mrt station and sat down and began to talk abt past memories... lol... unforgettable experiences... pe lessons, teachers, the sch, soccer, birthday celebrations, chalet etc... lol... not really nostalgic but after 2 yrs.. quite interesting to bring it up again... lol... First impressions isn't what they seem to be all the time...

Left early as they were making their way to zouk... would have gone should i have no duty... but too bad... lol... save the money first lo... haha...

More outings in the future will be nice =)... though guys is like talk abt army and gals abt uni... a bit strange la... lol... but everyone is still willing to come up and gather... nice thinking on everyone's part... yup... oh well... thats just life isn't it? haha...

Updates~

2006-05-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

Finish up 4 gundam seed destiny models recently...

ZGMF-X19A Infinite Justice
ZGMF-X20A Strike Freedom
ZGMF-X42S Destiny
ZGMF-X666S Legend

Haha... will post up pictures if got time but its not that good... mainly because its not painted... lol... think will buy one more ORB-O1 Akatsuki... the DRAGOON Pack one... lol...

Lifes the same... will register for the E-Prep course soon... Wei wei sent me her notes le... lol.. will try to study soon... prefer hard copy ba... looking at monitors too much doesn't do me good...
Xuan Ming transferred to accountancy... haha... only knew today... wah... most ppl all 3 yrs finish liaoz lo... i ord later... i graduate later... haha...

!8/03 having outing on Friday... will join them for dinner ba... cause got duty on sat... friday is vesak anyway... lol... Haven seen a number of them for quite some time le... lol...

Anyway... EPL results... Chelsea 1st, Man Utd 2nd, Liverpool 3rd, Arsenal 4th... Typical placing... lol...

Less than 1 year to ORD...kambatte!

PS camp~

2006-05-01T17:40:00.000-07:00

Back from PS camp... haha... decided to head back to school since it has been some time since i met up with the members ever since last december's chalet...

Sch has changed slightly... modification and new additions were done but is still the kind of sch i went to last time... met them at 9.30pm... lol... AJ Idols finals was also going on at the same time... lol... anyway... started the camp off by playing a so called 'amazing race' haha... didn't really take part... anyway... didn't really sleep much cause we did night-rackying and stuff before knocking out on a table at abt 3.10am... trust me, it was UNCOMFORTABLE...

Woke up at abt 6am... lol.. really can't sleep much... went out with ct for breakfast... haha... didn't want to eat bread and stuff... Went out with them to Bishan Park... can see quite a number of them have quite good creative ideas... lol.. just need more effort in techniques... lol... Played DoTA in the afternoon with seto, jw, jp, ct, xh, alvin... lol... flunked tremendously... bone go and chiong... haha... Had the interview at night.. never expected to sleep at 4.45am... haha... me and zi jie were like knocking off behind the interviewee... especially for one particular person... haha... the rest of the exco were also like a bit buay tahan le...

Third day was a bit of debriefing and stuff... nothing much... went for pasta with the rest of the current batch exco... think they are not too bad lo... seriously... much better than previous batches... haha... wish them good luck for their tests...

Thought the camp overall was like ok la... though minor hiccups were evident... aiya.... get to know the juniors and meet up with the other batches lo... haha... actually slept from 4.30pm when i got back to today 6.30am lol... completely knocked out... skip dinner as well... lol...

Will be going back for their freedom seminar.. hopefully.. haha...

1 year...

2006-04-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

Almost 1 yr since i been serving my NS.. haha... from the thought that i have to go through rigourous training and chiong suaing to the reality that i am not doing so... things have really changed a lot.. haha.... really... reality can be so different from what u expect it to be... hehe...

Campus Superstar is Zhi Yang won~ haha... quite unexpected since i never really expected him to win ever since the contest started... lol... but he improved a lot la... i like the 'lian ai da ren' song with chew sin huey... lol... my preference really... the rest perform great as well...

uni ppl close to having their exams soon... haha... wish them luck... lol.. be it those at NTU or NUS... lol... kambatte~

Think i spend rather overboard recently... oh well... good thing i dun play arcade le... haha... thinking of how i used to play so much every time i was free.. hehe...

Life's really unexpected... haiz... but now all i wish is to get my driving rite... lol...

New Updates~

2006-03-27T03:21:00.000-08:00

Hi all~ Haha.. to the little ppl who still read my blog at times when they are free....

Life has been mundane... haha... Ok la... I know the uni people will be telling me that theirs are worse or wat so ever but army isn't any much better... ha~ At least they have something to keep their minds occupied with... something impt and meaningful for their start into society life... Lol... Guess its all part of growing up...

Driving... Haha... this one i really a bit sianz sia... but trying my best to learn well... still need to go circuit to have a feel about it... Andrew and Marshall are taking their test this coming month... lol... see how they go...

Sianz... hope to lose some fat leh... so fat now... haha... life too good? No loh... haha... there have been days when i dun even feel like eating the whole day lo... haha... dunnoe la... not enough exercise... especially running! This is supposed to help the most... haha~ Like that go uni how... Save me~

Almost 1 yr of service loh... +$20... haha... my only thought...

And owe Ms Lin Jia Ying 3 treats... haha... cause she say must have interest de...

LOL...

This despite someone who is the one who cannot make it on time de...

=P

Sianzness~

2006-03-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

Haven been blogging for some time... wonder how many ppl really reads my blog... but its not that interesting anyway... so also not surprised if very few ppl reads it... lol...

Getting exasperated with driving... haven made any much improvement ever since i started to learn... really quite slow in physical stuff... lol... come to think of it i wasn't as good at initial D and maximum tune initially too... lol...

Duties are becoming regimental... lol.. i brought my physics textbook over to study... Sadly, i can't recall anything i studied before... lol... Die liaoz lar... Like that how to enter uni? I need a miracle~

1 year of NS coming up soon... 408 days left to ORD... lol.. looking forward to it lo... getting bored with life... hope uni poses to me a new challenge which i think it will... haha...

Lol... something that keeps on puzzling me... i sleeptalk? lol... zhen mao was saying i might be saying someone's name the other night... no, i'm not going to let u know who... cause i dunnoe either... he told me he could only hear one word... lol... oops...

Comtemplating to buy Knights of the Old Republic 2... should i? $54.90 leh... A bit ex... lol... but i feel very sianz at home and i played the first one before...

Life is so sianz.. lol...

Sentosa

2006-02-26T00:17:00.000-08:00

Had the team building on friday at sentosa... wanted to blog about it yesterday... lol... but was at duty and could not do so... and friday was too shag liaoz...

Almost as it is a normal routine, i had a upset stomach in the morning again... (note: with no breakfast taken) The thing started off late because of ppl driving being caught in jams... oh well, it started off around 9.40 when it was said to be starting at 9....

We had games... games that are supposed to to emphasize team spirit and co-operation... games that sort of saying that communication was impt... but jin feng was 'eye-appalling' in rounders... batting the most times yet did not make one... o_O

The amazing race style we had in the afternoon was done in cats and dogs... aka the heavy rain... We had tourists who think of us as crazy i think? Hee... I nvr even brought the umbrella out lo... duhz... i cut myself too... sianz... too careless...

We had fun la everyone... especially since we know each other quite well liaoz... lol...

Sandals suck for running... lol...

March coming... change of duty team again... lol...

Was told i sleep talk... wonder if i reveal anything out when i sleep? LOL

Blog Blog~

2006-02-22T08:49:00.000-08:00

Blogging at this time of 1am... lol... long time nvr blog at this hour lo... life has not been too interesting for me to do that... haha..

Went to find someone at JP today... haha... someone who woke up at 8am to find her plan disrupted... hehe.... Quite some time nvr find her lo... haha... so straight away see her i suan her... =P She not that niao one lar anyway...

Took bus with her into NTU... i alighted wrong stop lo later on... duhz... really blur liaoz...

Friday got some team building stuff at Sentosa... lol...

But must take over from officers on Sat...

Lucky not yeo.. =P

Life's pretty much the same for now... lol... want to watch match later at 3.30am de... but think forget it la... got driving at 11am... a stupid guy like me sure jia lat one... need more energy...

16 june... the ultimate final test... lol... hope to learn parking asap...

Dreams~

2006-02-19T01:42:00.000-08:00

Dreams...

Lots of ppl have dreams... be it day dreaming, ambition kind of dream, getting rich kind of dream or even being with the one of your life kind of dream...

Dreams though a waste of time, is not necessary bad...

Haha... it lifts up your life...

Like when u dreamt of flying... u feel great the next day man... u feel everything around u is not as bad as u think...

What more with the one u like...

Ermz..

Not that i have such a dream... but just feel like blogging on dreams i just had a dream again...

Haha...

Personality Test~

2006-02-04T08:56:00.000-08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Blogging~

2006-02-03T08:28:00.000-08:00

Haven been updating my blog as regularly as in the past... Maybe cause my life got nothing special wat... haha... i dun have a gf to which i blog abt her... dun have to attend sch which means i can't blog about sch life... and etc etc... lol...

CNY was alright la... lol... got less money this yr... oh well... at least better than nothing.... =P

Had duty on eve... thats y went out late on new year day 1... 5pm like tt... LOL... nvr gamble much on cards yet... but lost heavily in MJ... considering the tiles we play... sianz half...

Driving the car has not been a successful experience... getting disheartened with my horrific driving... sianz... keep forgetting stuff... haiz... i'm a slow learner la...

Having a stiff neck today... lol... my sleeping position is horrible la... lolx...

Meeting 18/03 ppl tomolo... wonder how many will turn up... jy and yz i noe not going... see how the rest ba... LOL... think most guys will go la... they say wanna go marina bay eat steamboat...
-_-"

Happy CNY everybody... oh yeah and V day too... coming soon...

Should i ask her out? Lolz...

Who u ask? For me to know and you to find out...

Haha...

CNY~

2006-01-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

Someone pangsehed me yesterday... (u know who... =P)

Not that i angry or wat la... just pretty disappointed... but what to do... no luck to ask a pretty and busy woman out... wahaha...

Sorry for not buying ur tix... plays are like greek to me... its like ???

Lol...

CNY coming lo... everyone seems to have gotten their shopping done... Me? Haha... 1 shirt that doesn't seem to fit me... lol... going out with my parents this Sat to see got wat clothes la... buy anything will do bah i guess... think for me not suited to go young de lu xian... look too mature le... buy those young ppl stuff a bit wat... lol...

Ang Baos... how many more yrs before i dun receive? haha... think too much le... still got a LONG way off... =p... need to study and then find a job then work... lol... going to save the money up... lol... these few months spent a lot of money... not good definitely...

Tomolo need to do a public introduction... sianz... i dun mind if emcee asks me la... but i dun like to give a speech abt myself... got nothing to say leh... just a average guy lo... lol...

Here''s wishing a Happy New Year in advance~ Can call me on New year's eve to wish me! I'm awake... lol... on duty on that day... duhz~

Shopping~

2006-01-09T09:33:00.000-08:00

Shopping... something gals really like to do... haha... even window shopping will make them happy... Can say its the nature of many gals la...

Guys on the other hand... lol... not that enthu into shopping... Me, for one... i wun say i detest shopping... but just think its a waste of time... i'm a guy who does not have any fashion concept in mind... haha... going out can just mean a polo and jeans... lol...

People say first appearence counts a lot... not that i dun agree la... lolx... cause who will want to speak to a person who looks untidy and ragged rite? As much as ppl say that inner beauty counts... i thinks its all crap since no one will straight away jump to know a person's character at first sight de... But then again... i dun really care... being fat doesn't help in making ur appearence look good u noe? lol...

Got my new com la... but damn sianz.. lol... cd rom got prob... and now even monitor got 1 line burn out... -_-" Just my luck to kanna such a thing... keep calling the tech support line... call until i du lan... oh well....

New year dinner~

2006-01-02T07:40:00.000-08:00

Nope, not the company kind... haha... but friends one...

Went Geylang yesterday for dinner with 18/03. Lolx... Nope, we didn't eat 'chicken rice'... haha... Went to eat dim sum instead... haha... Took me 50 mnutes to sit from Boon Lay to Paya Lebar... lol... The return journey seem shorter though.. Maybe cause Xuan Ming an Yuan Zheng were there also... =P

The dim sum was alright la... lol... not that good... but not entirely expensive... so still manageable... 14 of us... $79 ok la... then went for tau huey and some snacks... lol... the service there quite bad though.. feel like elbowing tt guy lo... just suddenly slam the chopsticks in front of me...

Next up... we went to 'visit' the back alleys of Geylang... famously known as the 'Red Light District'... Gals should not go there seriously... Ah peks, uncles and even young men look at ANY women they see there... serious... they think of any gal there as 'u-know-wat'... we were walking in a big group and there was this uncle there counting... thinking of some 'XXX'... Stared at any guy that came our way... lol... The guys went to look further inside some places... Should be said to be eye-opener for them la... i not tt interested though... since the operations-wise is quite clear to me... dun want to be turned off... There were some women who asked us... of course... we didn't bothered... lol... i was listening to music and just walked past them.... like they didn't exist...

The new year is here... Support starts as per normal... lol... means i need to go back office tomolo... sianz~ haha... anyway... Happy New Year again peepz~

2006~

2005-12-29T21:15:00.000-08:00

2006.. coming to us in 2 days time... =)

A new year... full of new hope and surprises i hope.. one in which the world will be a better place for all to live in...

My resolutions for the new year ahead...

a. Getting my class 3 license... haha... TOP PRIORITY~ (First attempt: 16th June 2006)
b. Pass through my army life peacefully....
c. Not losing contact with my close friends... haha... unless they want to avoid me...
d. Save more money~ (for uni and for entertainment)
e. Be HAPPY!

Haha... there will be others... but it will come as life carry on only... so its practically impossible to list them down here...

Anyway... heres wishing a happy 2006 ahead of time~ Happy New Year~

Christmas~

2005-12-26T07:46:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve was fun... haha... went out with yuan zheng, hock chye, yin ying and ying qin to orchard road to celebrate christmas eve... most guys did not join us... some for obvious reasons while others were for army duties... (aka wei jun and xuan ming)

Went to marche for dinner... didn't expect it to have a $15.00 minimum expenditure... lol... nevertheless marche is a place where things are to be shared... serious... its more worth this way... learnt it the hard way the other time... through a piece of salmon... lol... $11... sianz~ lol...

Went around orchard road... expected the 'foam party' to begin... nvr expect so early... we bought 2 cans each... haha... and gang up on some unfortunate souls.. lol... one gal who was shouting 'i will remember u de'... lol... it was a complete stranger... lol... one thing i notice though was that chinese were aiming indians to spray at... not a good sign really... but nevertheless... we had fun.. kanna ambushed by a muslim... but he got double from me in the end... =)

Spent the night k boxing~ $30... siao... stupid man... the fruits and towels were compulsory... make the whole thing increase in price... lol... party world songs are always not updated... so sianz... lol.. jay's new album only had 4 songs... unknowingly soon enough... it was 6am... to make things it was raining very heavily... -_-" Had to run to the mrt... drenched...

Slept the whole morning... think from 7 to 3 ba... lol... then helped out around the house lo... =)

Found one of her numbers that is supposedly in use... the 94XXXXXX... smsed her... didn't reply though... wonder if it is really purposely de... went through some old photos... really nostalgic... betrayal... backstabbing... love... beliefs... memories that i really hope to keep away... zhen de...
Even dream of her last night.... it was really so so so so REAL... dream abt talking on the phone... was telling her i missed her terribly and stuff... told her to give me her number... she said she will call me when the time comes... everything else was a blank... i woke up... damn it...

Had wished for christmas... the wish to see her again... never expect to hear her in my dreams... dunnoe la... fate... just leave it up to fate lo...

Updates before Christmas~

2005-12-20T09:16:00.000-08:00

Wah... so so long nvr blog le.. haha... keep dun have the strength to go and blog leh, though some stuff have happened along these 3 weeks or so... haha... aiya... anyway, no one bothers much abt this blog anyway... kinda dull... lolx~

BBQ (101205)
Went to the 18/03 Bbq in the end... changed back the original timetable... that day i damn sianz la... lol... i had my camera stolen... aiya... the details most of you all should know le... i emphasize so many times liaoz... haha... anyway... great to see some of the gals la... guys is like every week also see... see also a bit sianz... lol... jk... as usual... the guys did most bbqing for the gals... together with kev's dad... yup... he's a great cook la... needed him to guide me in bbqing... realise i have some skill in bbqing chicken wings! haha... made them until they almost look like fried... but not black... lol... Coupled with some scandals and gossip, it was supposedly not too bad la... but guys and gals are really still separate apart lo... lol...

PS Chalet (091205)
PS chalet... haha... first time we had one... juniors organise this time round lo... was alright la... had juniors who were well-versed in many stuff... very promising... in a way... lol... jian qi la, chee wei, delia, zi jie... all look not too bad la... lolx.. they have the enthuism la... lolx... stayed overnight... irene, ct also... first time i had to sleep on the floor and under the table due to no space... haha... but as long everybody happy can liaoz...

Driving
Sianz la... really du lan with myself on this... Mr Lim not too bad le lo... patient with me... much more to learn lo... dunnoe how to survive... most problem with turning... sometimes too fast... sometimes too little... haha... sianz diao... today got driving again... yup... hope its better lo...

Christmas
Christmas coming soon loh... how are you celebrating? Haha... for me is spent with the guys again lo... the singles club... =p... can't say the same for huat and lum ma... and wei bo also... lol... same every yr... Dun think i will get any presents de la...

A quick update... haha...

Update~

2005-11-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

Finally blogging again! Haha... anyway not many people actually know and read my blog la... so i'm not much missed here anyway... Just a quick update of whats happening around me...

*Driving*
Driving lessons has started... still quite alright ba i guess... not familiar with it still but still can do... (otherwise i'm gonna get killed by my parents if i dun)... its DEFINITELY NOT similar to the machines in arcade... and i thought i would be alright with a real car... haha... the stupid things i can do think of at times.... (mad. ain't i? =p)

*Army*
Sianz... WITS is still a major stumbling block... lol... Hate that every month i have to go back and think of submitting some WITS in to clear my quota... i means its really not practical man... if there's really so many WITS... that only goes to show that the workplace is really jia lat... lolx... correct a not... (but the army wants to save money through such stuff, what to do?)

*Chopin*
Jay's album is great... think shan hu hai, ye qu and hei se mao yi are the ones i really like... worth the money... serious... haha... better than his ye hui mei at least... even qi li xiang not that good also... this one brings you into another dimension of entertainment... (laughz)

*Life*
Dread coming home from duty at times... have to pass through CCK Mrt Station... will think of her most of the times... as a result... the back view of ppl even looks like her... going nuts la me... memories of her are strong la... hope she contact me back lo... dun have her number of whatever liaoz... sianz.... (pouts)

*Upcoming*
Getting myself a new com!!! Haha... Finally... this com is horrible lo... and anyway need to get a new internet line anyway... so might as well make it cable from starhub~ =) Can't wait to go ahead with the signing soon...

A quick update of my life... lol... boring ain't it? Lolx... already say its a update only ma... =)

珊瑚海

2005-11-20T01:50:00.000-08:00

男:海平面远方开始阴霾
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终挟带
一抹浅浅的无奈
女:你用唇语说你要离开
男:心不在
男女:那难过无声慢了下来
男女:汹涌潮水你听明白
不是浪而是泪海
男:转身离开分手说不出来女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女:我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女:转身离开分手说不出来
男女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该
男女:热情不再笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海

男:毁坏的沙雕如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快
你说你无法释怀
女:贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男:等花儿开
男女:我们也已经无心再猜

女男:脸上海风咸咸的爱
尝不出还有未来
男:转身离开分手说不出来女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女:我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女:转身离开分手说不出来
男女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该
男:热情不在笑容勉强不来女:你的笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海

Memories~

2005-11-15T23:15:00.000-08:00

Was browsing through friendster just now... happened to stumble across some of my primary school friends profiles... realise i have no memory of them le... zhen de... just seem to only feel their faces were familiar...

Now then i realise memory is not something really that everlasting...

Something you feel that is impt to you in the past maybe slowly forgetten once we do not come into contact with it for a period of time...

Is the memory of Man really so fragile?

I have to admit the brain is an amazing thing... but unlike a computer, it has to be refreshed constantly... haha...

Thinking that some things do not turn out the way we want them to be... but these type of things tend to be imprinted in other's minds... ever felt that ppl only remember ur bad pts and seldom being good? Unless you really are good all the time which is impossible in Man... kinda like a goalkeeper for football... no matter how many good saves u made during the match to keep your team in the game... as long as 1 error occurs... you will only be remembered for tt always... pretty pathetic eh?

*Laugh at myself*

Sianz... 18/03 bbq on the 3rd dec... can't turn up... wish them have a lot of fun ba... i got duty on that day..... i dun think its nice to just change date for me la... so yup!

Somemore i 10th dec also got something on... haha... duty again... cause change with lester...

*sighz*

Conversation...

2005-11-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

If there's 1 thing army has let me known is that there are all sorts of ppl in this world... the way they talk...

1. Ppl who talk one thing and do another...
2. Ppl who talk like they know everything...
3. Ppl who are all talk and no action...
4. Ppl who just can't be bothered to think before they talk...

and the list go on...

Haha... for me... i'm a combination of everything... lol... feel that my way of conversation is not perfect... haha... coming into contact with ppl of these groups let me see myself in them... its a strange thing really when i find myself feeling that i used to talk this way too... lol... though its not really a good sign... hope to change la though....

Society has been such that ppl of all sorts are appearing... and 1 thing that ppl find themselves the most unable to do is to admit faults... serious... no matter what u say... u will have to argue that you are not at fault... do u find urself saying 'No, its not me' when someone say u did something wrong? The worst is a can't be bothered type la... The hardest word seems to be the sorry...

Dunnoe la... just feel its interesting to see things in this perspective... just hope i dun get entirely too bad la... lol... it hasn't helped me much in the past and i dun see it doing the same now... haha...

Just got something off my chest... haha... to Jy... think i'm a faker la... lol... i apologize here...

Dreamt of someone who to me i dunnoe how to explain her status inside my heart le... haha... sianz... Oh well... let fate decide everything ba...

夜曲

2005-11-03T12:41:00.000-08:00

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景失去你　
爱开始分明失去你　还有什么事好关心
那鸽子不再象征和平我终于被提醒　
捆着手我现在是奴隶我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊应该是这里　夜色不干净还给你整夜的回忆　
在漫天飞行送你的白色玫瑰　在纯黑的花季凋零午夜在树枝上诡异的很安静　　
倾听　我黑色的大衣　像我的你衣栉比鳞的鬼　
走过的走过的生命啊四周弥漫雾气啊我在空旷的墓地老去后还爱你

－副歌－
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲钢琴我给的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方有忧郁

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下弹琴对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近怀念你那鲜红的唇印

－杰伦ＯＳ－

那些断翅的蜻蜓　散落在这森林而我的眼睛　
没有丝毫同情失去你　泪水混浊无情失去你　
我连笑容都有阴影我站在满心期待的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心像一口没有水的枯井
我用尽我的自信要我后悔莫急等待爱情

NICE!

Dinner and Dance~

2005-10-30T23:10:00.000-08:00

Dinner and Dance was great... not as jia lat as expected... haha... unexpectedly... there were many ppl who did dress up for the event... lol... we had japanese ppl, hawaii, red indians... i love the DMS and DDs costumes... wahaha... damn funny... =) Especially Tibet...
The Emcee was great... The Flying Dutchman... He was DEFINITELY better than other emcees of the other events i went to... lol... damn interesting and funny... Our guys had a lot of luck lo... Albert won palmtop, Kai Yuan a waffle maker etc... haha... didn't get to win anything... a bit disappointed... but what the hell... =)
The performances were not too bad... thought the Big Ben was not too bad... with his balloon trick... haha... the SAFRI Boys were pure muscle... lol... and the Change Face Master... lol... a bit lame... haha...
Drank quite a bit... in the end vomitted out... think too long never drink so much le... Think ppl thought i was mad ba on the way home... haha... want to die like that... like i care anyway... lol~

2005-10-30T07:06:00.000-08:00

The balloon was really big... serious... haha...

2005-10-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

The whole gang after DnD... =)

yoz~

2005-10-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

rehiz peepz~ blogging today... (though i dun think there are actualli a lot of ppl reading my blog
-_-") Life's pretty much the same... sianz... though i have doubts over my own ability of handling duties at times... sighz~ pretty doubtful of myself at times...
DnD's tomolo... heck abt the dressing le la... we were supposed to go in wat native costume from around the world... like ppl will do it like tt... lol... just for one day onli... the only thing i nervous is that the DDs may be unhappy the NSFs dun treat the DnD impt or wat... lol.. see how things go lo... lol....
Changing duty team again... this time is ke ming join me and lim... lol... should be not too bad la... though encik seems to think that i can handle my side alone... since he decided to put albert in day duty with mao... while the rest got 2 ppl... sianz... a but stress at times lo....
Know that NTU having its exams soon for the first year undergrads... Wish them good luck lo... lol... especially jiaying, ng hui wen etc... lol... hope u all get ur best results... gambatte~

ORD function...

2005-10-20T01:04:00.000-07:00

My bday just passed 1 hour ago... haha.... had a totally new way to celebrate bday this yr... lol... had the senior's ORD function... lol... Had a great time being with them and u can see below some of the shots that were taken... my regret was i never turn off red eye... too busy to recall all... maybe because of the flash... sianz.......
Haha... did the following

1. Eat some dish that han pin created...
2. Drink red wine plus beer made by jaslyn....
3. Sang KTV....
4. Arcade...
5. FIFA 2005...
6. Beer... etc...

Never got her sms this yr.. haha.. kinda sad... but also not a surprise... she never send before anyway... and no, its not wei shi... haha... nor wei shan.... but someone else... jy should know la... thanks to all who wished me a happy bday... cheers!

2005-10-19T09:52:00.000-07:00

At the bowling alley... i got 126!

2005-10-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

Digging in... wahaha...

2005-10-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

food's good... =)

2005-10-19T09:49:00.000-07:00

Chen enjoying... lol...

2005-10-19T09:45:00.000-07:00

The dish that han pin prepared... urrghz.

2005-10-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

The 2 bday kias.... lol

2005-10-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Me and my 2 seniors...

blogging~

2005-10-16T16:00:00.000-07:00

Blogging again... not as usual as before... but still thinking of blogging at times... perhaps my life isn't as exciting ba... Some events coming up...

My birthday
Haha... think a lot of ppl dunnoe my birth date lo... even though they know my birth month... dunnoe to feel sad or wat... lol... but also like tt la... 19 years of bday also not much diff any year... so haha... this yr will be occupied with the ORD function at the CHEVRONS... but morning will be free la... off the whole day ma for my bday... =) Nvm... i still have a bday meal from someone... =) This yr will be the last yr age starts with 1 le... wahaha... next yr its 2 sometime... lol... can't say i dread it but not tt looking forward also... means getting older and get more responsibility le... haha... dun feel like doing so now... time flies really... by the way... my birthdate is 19th... wish me happy bday on that day lo.. will be happy to get ur sms... yupz~

D&D
This yr D&D will be at guess where... Mandarin... sianz... the third time i will be going back.. price is cheaper la... just hope the food will be better than last time... lol... both time sux man... sianz... then need to follow the theme of 'Around the world' for this upcoming one... dunnoe wat to wear... who cares? =) No chio bu to impress anyway... wahaha... just relax and unwind lo.. sianz thing is next day got duty... lol... we got the Flying dutchman as emcee lo... cool... will be better than last time ba... wahaha... the previous 2 emcees... ermz... horrible... lol..

Solo duty
Going solo le for my upcoming duty... sianz... not that i can't... but just my workload maybe too much for some days... lim and yk also not tt proefficient in my area yet... wat to do... see how things goes lo... just worried abt day ba... night is not a problem... haha... but just thinking of how will i sleep next time... lolx... just ask them come over and seat for a while lo... should be no prob la... just wont want LTA Yeo breathing down my neck for some matters ba... lolx...

Driving
Going for lessons next next week ba... going to convert my PDL this week and go talk to the Mr Sia ba... see how things goes lo... nvr try.. dunnoe he good or not... price around there la... so not tt bad... 24 bucks per hour... hope to get my license by next yr april... my target la... half a year... =) Wish me luck then!

Other stuff i can't think of... or maybe there isn't anything much le... haha... life's pretty boring for me ain't it? *lolx*

the future~

2005-10-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

Can't help but blog... since there isn't really much i can do at home now... haha... been thinking quite a bit abt the future... haha.... to tell the truth i'm not one who's really good at planning ahead... but it helps to sort out ur thoughts on what one hope to be doing ba...

Studies
Haha... sometimes thinking abt whether engineering suits me a not... to tell the truth... i wanted business or maths in the first place... but my results were bad and my maths had deproved... so engineering was next in line... luckily i choose common which still gives me a chance to do what i would like ba... hopefully... the sch is fine by me la.... engineering at NTU seems to be promising though i would say not as good as NUS ba... lolx... but no matter wat... going engineering is better than FASS at NUS ba... haha... i hate writing.... lolx...

Job
Hmmz... engineers quite limited ba... ze yang jiang... we are a group that is specialised de ba... lol... dunnoe leh... hope that wat i learn will be useful in the future society ba... lol... hopefully starting pay at least $2000 ba... lol... but dun think its possible with no experience... yup... see how lo... i thinking abt electrical engineering now ba... haha... from what i am told... its most practical ba... (but at uni, its the hardest type leh...)

Life
Car is the first aim ba... wahaha... going to see whether want to share with dad also... but he wun drive more la... cause his body is not good... lolx... but he drive us around for so many yrs le.. its time he took a rest from driving also... haha... house leh... maybe not so soon loh... lol... but a 4 room flat would do la... lol... no need to be so big de... heez~ man cannot be over-ambitious....
Hope to settle down by 30 ba... haha...

Relationship
The hardest part of my life... lol... gf... ermz... dunnoe la... still not really found someone who i love and love me back... but i noe this type of thing cannot rush de... learnt my lesson le... from jc days... heng regret that period of time... Of course... with regards to friends... i would treasure those close to me ba... especially those from 18/03.... definitely ppl who i would be friends for life ba... my friends... you have my promise... zhen de... be there for you peepz~ always~

Haha... just some thoughts abt the future... good to dream ain't it? =)

thinking~

2005-10-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging for a while... seems my life is just so stagnant? haha... although that may not seem to be a bad thing but it is boring to do same things ever.... just jot some stuff down that is worth mentioning ba... haha...

CPR
Went for the CPR course yesterday... MSG Yong Yu say must go and get certification... sianz... almost couldn't find our way there... i mean we knew it was at Nee Soon camp... but it was so long that we went the wrong entrance 2 times... haha... the course was alright... but i didn't seem to do very well... in fact, me passing was a fluke... i could crush the victim's chest and that i blow too much air into victim at one time... haha... so even though i 'passed'... pray that no one would collaspe in front of me ba... he would have suffered worse...

Video for ORD function
This is bad... haha... progress has been little... cause i hardly remember how to make one... but got the pictures le... need to discuss with wei yang on how to handle this lo...

Birthday coming soon... who can i celebrate with? haha... no gf... only all guys... lol... how sad my life can be... haha... but my bday tt day got ORD function... have a bad feeling i maybe dumped into pool... wahaha... i have a sad life...
Why do i have such strong feelings... i dun want to complicate anything... just maintain the situation now can le... i dun want anything to change... crap~

confused and stressed~

2005-09-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

Dunnoe why... starting to feel stressed towards work... zhen de start to dread going to work.... dunnoe when i would commit another mistake.... i'm a guy who can't bear to make mistakes la... it hurts my pride... consider a male's ego or wat la... but heng stressed... heng stressed... not that i hate the environment... but just can't bear to do another duty without thinking did i make any mistakes...

And start to be heng luan abt some stuff... used to not have these types of thoughts... but suddenly... i start to think a lot unnecessarily... lol... for stuff and things i never bothered abt... i start to think abt them... maybe its grown up le la... but really dun understand these kind of feelings...

Life's a complete confusion.... Can't understand most stuff going on...

down in the depths~

2005-09-20T20:40:00.000-07:00

Feeling very down... feel like crying...

thoughts~

2005-09-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

Went out with the guys to play soccer today.. haha.. in addition to yesterday's outing also... yuan zheng joined us this time round... haha... very glad to see him as well... lol... soccer was great... hanging out with the guys again like back in jc days... lol... though sometimes i still dun have much topics now especially when they are in combat units... lol.. but that is something expected de la since i'm in pes c... but nevertheless... i still like to play soccer with them... where everything is fun... heez...
haha... sometimes feel that if i had not injured... wat will i be like now? if i had not had feelings for ws then... will i have put more effort into my studies then? haha... regrets regrets... life can't do without them... but what we must learn to do is to be able to forget and let go ba... lol... zhen de... kan kai dian bi hui kuai le... lol...
due ni de gan jue zhen de heng guai... bu zhi zhe me de... zhen bu zhi gai he qu he chong... zhi xi wang ni kuai le... zhen de...

p.s the swensen's mooncake actually not tt nice... =P

Friends~

2005-09-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

20 people you can think of right off your head
1. Jiaying
2. Xuan Ming
3. Wei Jun
4. Patricia
5. Wei shan
6. Hock Chye
7. Yuan Zheng
8. Ng Hui Wen
9. Bobby
10. Banny
11. Zhen Mao
12. Yi- Shyan
13. Hui Zi
14. Lim
15. Yin Yong
16. Wei Wei
17. Wei Shi
18. Sharon
19. Alan
20. Jia Hui

-How did you meet 13?: In secondary sch. haha. She's my junior!

-What do you honestly think of 10?: A great guy with a great personality.

-Have you ever liked no.3?: Hell no~ haha... he's a guy...

-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?: Cry~ lol... no la... not sure also...

-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?: Hell no~ 2 guys... haha....

-Do you think 12 is hot?: Haha... not too bad...

-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?: 2 gals? My god~ lol...

-Tell me something about 11: Rich kia...

-Do you know any of 3's family members?: Not in particular... haha...

-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?: 1... for good sake... he's a guy...

-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you: Nothing. Get shocked... loser ain't i?

-What language does 19 speak?: The Singaporean Language aka Singlish

-Who is 8 going out with?: Neo Yuan Zhen... wahaha... does that count?

-Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?: Ermz... no? Both are gals...

-When was the last time you talked to 6?: 2 weeks ago? haha... at jp...

-What is 18's favorite band?: Westilife? lol...

-Does 4 have any siblings?: Yup. 2 brothers.

-Would you ever date 1?: Haha... if time permits, she's my good friend.

-Would you ever date 7?: wahaha.. why not, i'll even date 2, 3, 6, 15, 19. We're good pals...

-Is 15 single?: Yup! Grab him while available, gals!

-what is 19s last name?: Xiang

-What is 3's middle name?: Wei

-What is 10's fantasy?: banny? like i noe... lol...

-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: Hell no~

-What school does 16 go to?: NTU

-What school does 1 go to?: NTU

-Where does 9 live? CCK

-Would you make out with 13?: Haha... Nah...

-Are 5 and 6 best friends? : Lol... they're senior and junior in the band.

-Is 20 older than you?: Nope.

-is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?: Not sexy la... but she's getting prettier compared to last time... lol..

-is 17 your ex?: I wish... of course not...

-do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18? Lol... only heaven knows...

- how is 2? He's great, when he doesn't complain abt army life... haha...

sianz~

2005-09-06T20:00:00.000-07:00

Siansation... thinking of WITS ideas for work... lol... really dunnoe got wat problems to attend to... since i'm ok with most of the working conditions... lol... dunnoe where to start from... the problems that ppl helped me identify seemed ok leh... lol... think for so many days le... -_-"
Work is mentally consuming la... lol... its not tt bad but really bad for the brain... lol... trying my best to keep myself happy at work... lol.. crack lame jokes, excercise etc... u name it, i've done it... A lot of bdays coming up this month... lol... startig up with my sis tomolo haha... then geraldine's. bobby's, jy's etc... wah... sept wang leh~ lol... wat can i say...
Someone asked me... wat is heng xi huan heng xi huan a person... i can only say xi huan shi zhong shi yi zhong feeling... geng love bu tong... lol... yao zhe yang qu define is impossible de ba.... liking a person zhe yang jiang is still temporary de ba... xi huan can say is attracted to the person you dian ba... ( cause hardly it will be bad points rite?) lol... suan le.. wo ye bu hui say... haha...

yuan fen~ (aka fate)

2005-08-23T22:17:00.000-07:00

"yuan fen, yuan fen... you yuan bi you fen...." this is something i believe in... especially with cases i see around me these few years... lol... 2 people are together due to fate... and can separate also due to fate... so does fate really plays an impt part of our lives? lol... Most probably ba... haha... but really ironically... sometimes i dun feel this way ba... just a thought.... =)
This thursday will be my last duty with the seniors... lol... cause they will be clearing their leave lo... lol... haiz... so good for them... ORD mood... -_-" I still have close to 2 years... sianz... dunnoe la... i ORD the latest in the class la... lol... wat can i say... pes C is like tt de lo... lolx... not really looking forward to duty la... cause of some parts of the job... not helping that i have a teammate like jin feng who really talks unnecessary things at times... -__-" haha... dun think there will be any posting out le la... from the look of things... cause they dun have enough ppl also... the next 4 guys coming in october or december somemore... lolx... so late... wat can i say....
Oh yeah... this sat BTT... really hope dun flop.. haha.. shouldn't be a prob la... =)

tired~

2005-08-19T18:15:00.000-07:00

Duty has started... been through twice so far... very shag la... lol... sianz... and its really frustrating to pick up phone calls and stressful too... have to face officers... lol... a small mistake can get u in a lot of trouble... haha... haiz.... see how things goes lo... i still have 1 year plus to go loh... haha... not really learn a lot of stuff la... but at least i'm updated with any world matters regularly... heez... better than last time when i dun even read the news paper....
Wonder how the guys in sispec are doing... their course should be ending le... lolx... and see where they get posted to lo... lolx... later 1 come 5 SIR... or 3SIB... lol... that will be a sight... lol... and also the gals in university... haha... i get mixed feelings from the gals... some find it alright... some find it xiong... others just can't be bothered... -_-" Wonder how will it be like for me in 2 years time... lol... Just hope to do well... but then again.. thats wat i always say but never do... lol... Life is just full of ironies... haha~ watever it is, i just wish them all the best la... lolx...
Wish my life would be more happening but peaceful~ haha... (*daydreaming*)
Oh yeah...
I finally defeated Ryousuke and Takumi on Akina! Yeah!

update~

2005-08-11T21:10:00.000-07:00

National Day has just passed... haha... which means that i do not need to contend with anymore gaying... -_-" haha... the fireworks were simply spectacular... wonderful... breathtaking... simply stunning... whatever... haha... and an incident took place on national day eve... which i wouldn't want to mention in this blog since it shouldn't really be worth mentioning... it only goes to show that NSF are really vulnerable in the department la... though come to think of it... we really didn't think much about it... haha...
Had an 03 gathering on monday as well... still feel sometimes i still dunnoe wat to say to them la... lol... i still support the class... but it sometimes feel i dun fit in? dunnoe la... michelle was mentioned in our 'talk cock' session... but i really dun really feel like thinking too much abt it le... let fate decide how things goes... haha... but great to see some of the class la... haha... good luck to their future endeavours...
Played initial D with zhen mao this few days.. lol... obviously i will win la... haha... cause i played a lot before... lol.. but he quite good la... but seriously... if we go out and play... we both will get thrashed... lol... cause i still suck... (remarkably after so many games) lol... dun play too much lo... cause it cost $$$....
Duty starting... looking forward... hope to not sleep la... lol.. and try to learn as fast as possible to at least match encik's expectations... lolx... oh yeah... and good luck to shu yin... lol... this sat...

All i have to give

2005-08-07T18:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know what he does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car,
To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart - I don't know....
But if you were my girl.....
I'd make it so that we'd never be apart
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you....
but Love is all I have to give
When you talk - does it seem like he's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay, babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away.....
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please....I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you....
but Love is all I have to give
To you...hey girl,
I don't want you to cry no more - inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside....I love you
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you....
butLove is all I have to give
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you....
but Love is all I have to give
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you....
but Love is all I have to give
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you....
but Love is all I have to give

duty~

2005-08-06T01:34:00.000-07:00

duty is starting soon... looking forward to it... haha... everyday doing thing is really making me go nuts... totally siao liao... go there only sleep... lol... then dunnoe do wat better... also duty also can claim money... so this month my expenses will be lower... wahaha... shuang ah... lol... this month use a lot of money lo... haiz... sianz... hope to save more next month...
national day next week... will get the fun pack... but damn screwed up timing... 3-6... i at duty lo... at the padang... haiz... got yee kiat to call his parents to take lo... damn bo liaoz la... must be at the specified area to collect the goodie bag... -_-"... screwed up organisation.... what can i say... haha.... scarly get sued later... lolx... Hope nothing goes wrong at national day lo... otherwise it will be damn jia lat for us la.. lol...
Oh yeah.. 03 outing on monday... hope most people are going... though i still remember some unhappy times... haha... but whats past is past... lolx... dun wanna think abt it...

class~

2005-07-31T16:10:00.000-07:00

Had the NDP rehearsal yesterday... first time helping out... but never really did much... haha... just go and feel the atmosphere lo... lolx... checked the police contigent... never gave as much prob as expected... and quite co-operative actually... lolx... so didn't really have much of a problem... catch the fireworks this yr... they're simply great lo... haha... never bluff u... really must check it out... i bring camera on tt day.. haha...
Had a class outing yesterday.... quite a number turned up... i went late cause of the NDP so didnt catch them at kenny rogers la... lolx... but save money also good la.. i was quite full anyway... so yup.... i also dunnoe wat to say... she never really changed... lol... but the two of us still dun talk to each other... maybe really nothing to talk between us ba... but nevertheless good to see them la.. haha... the gals seem to be handling uni rather stressfully... haha... whereas the guys only seems to me handling stuff well... mine is not as tiring as them la... so can expect also... haha...

Sianz~

2005-07-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

Feeling sick... haha.. been sleeping these 2 days at work la... lolx... kanna scolding le.... lol... but really tired le... but nvm... tomolo can sleep late... lol... although i have duty in the afternoon la... a bit dun feel like going leh... but the offer of a OIL is a bit hard to resist... haha... touch guys.... just kinda hope the police contigent dun give trouble... haha... why i so nervous ah? i also dunnoe... lol... must be forceful... haha... nothing to be scared of ba... just hope i dun screw up in duty tomolo... or will give bad name to the NSFs... lol... dunnoe la... haha....
Got class outing tomolo... but dunnoe how many will turn up... haha.. cause most of the guys busy... gals leh... sometimes come, sometimes dun come... i also dunnoe le... lolx... but will like to see her la... lolx... its been 4 or 5 months? lol.... never count.. dun care, just focus on being happy is my goal in life le... shouldn't be affected by such stuff....
Happy birthday Singapore? Lolx...

PS at marinabay

2005-07-23T13:24:00.000-07:00

Played bball yesterday at camp... haha... either i cannot get used to the rim or that i just suck... lol... never really gotten a lot of shots in la... haha... but i dun really care le... lolx... just exercise lo... haha... dun really think that next time got so much chance to play again le together when duty starts... lol....
Went marina bay for steam boat.... lol... played initial D first... so quite happy... but really long time never play le... lose touch.... actually i never had touch before... but haha... started EK9... decided to get myself a FF car... was deciding between SW20 and Ek9... went for EK9... lol... only me and chong tiang went for our batch yesterday... haha... we talk a lot yesterday... yes.. all crap... lol... the j1s were like entertained la... lolx... wah.. damn shag la... i reach home barely can keep my eyes open.... super tired.. lol... then knock out... till today morning... still a bit groggy... maybe update next time ba... lol...
Good luck to the existing batch of j1s and j2s for their upcoming exams... sure no prob de.... lol~

Cold and life~

2005-07-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

Having colds very easily since young... haha... very jia lat... morning wake up can sneeze a lot... then nose starts to itch and liu pi ti... lol... very unsightly... lucky now army so can do a bit of unsightly stuff... lolx... wonder how if it happens in uni... sianz... haha... today was like very bad la... lol... i took medicine le... see how tomolo...
Most uni faculty camps seem to have started le... lol... hope the gals enjoy themself... especially for ppl like jia ying and the rest... oh yeah.. the 2 of them... haha... but dunnoe la... lol... Can't really be bothered le... lol... trying to organise a class outing... but still thinking where to go? Singapore isn't really very big and there's not really something we never do before la... must be somewhere affordable as well... ( at least for me =p) Suggestions for those who are reading my blog? lol... wonder how many still reading... =|
Training finally starting tomolo... need to go and collect my no.3 uniform... lol... finally... but still waiting for the stuff from COSMIC... lol... i want tt jacket... its like damn cold la... lol... thats why i get flu easily... wonder how i didn't really kanna in the beginning... lolx....
Dun really noe wat to blog... till next time... and pay day time... $_$

motivation~

2005-07-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

Keep finding myself sinking into a moody feeling very easily... is the kind of you have no mood to do anything one... haha... one that really makes me feel down the whole week... i dunnoe la... a sense of there is nothing in life for me to pursue... something that is impt to me... something i can put my thoughts on... i'm a guy who gets easily bored if there are no challenges or something to do... something i find interesting...
heng luan... heng mei you chong jing... zhen de jue de bu hao....
Keep thinking of the past... what if i never had gotten injured... what will happen if i had never gone to bp.. never moved house... had cherished someone dearly.... all the what have or what ifs... haiz... zao zi jing ri, he bi dang chu... regrets are something that seem to have been a part of me...
bu xiang ji de, dang wu fa wang ji...
Its good that i have my friends... friends that really will understand me... haha.... especially my jc class... my good classmates and friends...
you ni men de gan jue zhen de zhen de heng hao...
someone i can't forget... someone i wish but dun want to forget... very ironic ain't it?
Heng mao dun...
welcome to my life~

bored....

2005-07-10T18:05:00.000-07:00

Feeling bored... so decided to blog... it seems not many ppl blog as usual now... maybe life is so boring there is nothing to blog? i'm bored as well... haha... thats why i'm here.... went to watch fantastic 4 with some of the 18/03 guys yesterday... jessica alba was like wow~ haha...chio sia... but 9.50 is a bit ex la... haha... but its still worth watching... those who haven watch yet go and watch lo... lol... not going with the msd ppl la... haha....
it seems a long time since the last class outing... i'll be trying to plan something... but no promises... haha... going to do my book review now... till next time ba.... oh yeah... happy birthday to my father...

blog lo~

2005-07-04T00:23:00.000-07:00

Just feel like blogging although i have to wake up at 5.45am the next day to go khatib camp... haha... just blog a bit about the bbq first ba... it was fun... haha... although the timing will have been better timed... cause 1.30 seems too early... in the end... drag until 2 plus 3 before we reach there... but nvm la... always fun to go back to meet up with the peepz... it seems i really like ps ba... haha...
Had a great time at the arcade... haha... think the j1s nvr expected me to be so lame de... lol... all the playing... the pumping balloon, the boxing, cycling and all the crap... haa... didn't eat much for bbq... cause didn't really trust bbq food le... lolx... but since i'm not paying... i'm not complaining... haha.... didn't stay again this yr... dun realli like staying out in the open le... haha... maybe just with my class guys lo... whom i feel more at ease with.... lol... makes me sound gay isn't it? Suprisingly... the j1s did quite an ok job at the bbq after i see how they start the fire... haha... the fun of the day was me going around snapping scandal photos... haha... kian hong will know me... lolx... aiya... sianz ma... trying out the camera lo... lol... i love my cam's reaction time... haha....
Suddenly dunnoe what to blog le... haha... oh ya... jay's yi lu xiang bei is really nice... haha... initial D OST... i like it a lot... lol... hope there will be a sequel ba... i dun mind carrying on watching it... but not repeat the same thing la... haha... cause when u noe the movie le, it ain't as good as before... i have this experience before... lolx...

Initial D

2005-07-03T16:36:00.000-07:00

Finally watch the show i waited for so long yesterday... initial D... haha... watch it as a midnight show since coming back from the bbq seems a bit early for me so i went to catch the show lo... still got a lot of ppl watching at that time lo... haha... And the lucky thing is my mum sponsor me... haha... otherwise $9.50 heart broken sia... lolx...
The show was not too bad la... although not that great... haha... they made modifications to the story... haha... Itsuki driving the S13... imagine what Iketani will have said... haha... kenji also didn't exist in the movie... edison as Ryosuke was strange... cause he didn't have that matured and cool type who always seem to bring about an aura of calmness to the team... haha... jay was k la... being himself... but his crying scene was a bit too fake... lol... but first time on movie... ok la... not too bad le... haha... and Nakazato being good friends with Ry... thats strange... lol.... Sudou leh? didn't talk much... but display his hunger for speed and winning Ry... I think the best is really the battle of Tak and Ry at the end of the pass.... but too bad for Ry whose tyres wore out...
The show is funny la... haha... quite worth it... but not that good for a second watch... but i think i will go and collect the dvd or vcd if it comes out... haha...

2005-07-02T21:46:00.000-07:00

Jay as Fujiwara Takumi

2005-07-02T21:45:00.000-07:00

Edison as Ryosuke Takahashi

2005-07-02T21:44:00.000-07:00

Initial D

luan~

2005-06-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

Dun understand myself really at times... dunnoe what i'm thinking, dunnoe what i'm doing... haha... something since sec school that i can't explain... lolx... i have a happy family( though with the exception of my sister at times), good friends in my jc and ns life... ( i dun really consider my sec sch friends to be very good) and a good life... why do i feel so down at times... compared to many ppl, i should feel much happier... why do i feel this way...
Think 1 impt reason is the way i think... the transition from hating gals to liking gals becomes a huge prob for me... haha... it seems that my only prob in life is gals... lol... ask all my close friends that... haha... they see me as a happy go lucky person... except in that area when i will slumber... that explains my fall in J1 bah... couldn't pick myself up then... plus i lack the motivation to study le... i seem to play the com everyday lo... sometimes i tend to regret now....
Why in life does it seem to be that ironic... haha... ppl only regret what they did after they did it... lol... cause it seems that they do not think about it in the first place... haha.... dun understand... life is not without its irony...
Liking and waiting for someone... haha... which is more worse... to me both are that of the same standard... liking someone is difficult... lol... especially when the person dun like u back... lol... it feels really bad when ur feelings is not reciprocated.... as for waiting... time... time is what matters... if time can make her come to u... good... if not... u were just a jackass waiting for someone or something that can never happen.... suay for u then....
Wo hen luan... bu zhi dao zai xie shi me...
All these are just a moment of thought...
Haha... Peace out~

1 week...

2005-06-25T14:33:00.000-07:00

it has been 1 week since my posting... haha... not too bad la... can dress in civilian wear as well as book out everyday... but the transport and food cost is a burden... lolx... cause we are not allowed to go to the cook house... sianz... wonder how the other guys are in their units... lol... with most of them being in sispec... lol.... but huatz still got 2 weeks to go... haha...
nothing much happen recently... maybe with just initial D finally showing on the big screen... maybe catching it next week lo... lolx... find my movie kaki... haha...
jiez's birthday was this week... but i really dun care much le... since she opt to lose contact... i have nothing better to say.... its not my fault anyway...
sianzation... everytime at home either sleep or eat... in the end i gained weight again... haha... going running later... need to slim down a bit... hehe....

NS posting~

2005-06-17T18:07:00.000-07:00

the posting's out... haha... posted to bukit panjang camp to be clerk... not MSD... slightly disappointed... dunnoe wat DPG... lim same with me though... so at least got companion... haha... be some admin supply assistant... crap... haha... many of the guys in class got into sispec with huatz getting into OCS... *salutes* haha... see how my camp is on monday lo... lucky its near my house... at bukit gombak... but have to book out everyday... means my transport fee will be very ex... sianz... see how la....
meeting the guys tomolo... (or got gals i also dunnoe) last time go out before they go into sispec and i will really hardly see them... haha... not easy to come out lo seriously... wahahaha....

random post~

2005-06-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

Just a random post... haha... went to play initial D again just now... there was this guy who was incredibly fast... i think all his TA times all beat the best at the arcade one... and i finally understand the 5-in-4-out method... but yet to confirm... haha... his nickname was slash.. the siao kia who seem to have his name in the top 10 for every course... my god... his AE86... lol... the next takumi... lol....
Meeting platoon 4 tomolo for some stupid trail... haha... this has been 1 week since we last saw each other... haha... looking forward to see them again... wonder how they will behave in public compared to being in camp... hehe.... quite interesting... if we have time we may even have lunch or dinner together... depending on how long the thing last loh... but seriously... i'm quite bored abt the trail thing... haha... even though i have nothing to do... cause i have to report at white sands at 8.30am in the morning lo... machiam sianz...

sianz...

2005-06-13T00:51:00.000-07:00

feeling mentally unstable... wahaha... but nevertheless... i shall blog... lol... think i was talking strangely just now to jy... haha... sorry for that leh... i also dunnoe what i was typing... haha... haiz... never been able to control my own thoughts loh... maybe due to the fact that i dun really have anything to do loh... haha... even things like chionging initial D or just talking will let me not think of anything... lolx... (but i tend to whine when i talk... but to close friends onli la... haha)

haha... strange but i really enjoy regimental style of working... cause it gives me something to occupy my mind with... instead of thinking of stupid and lame things... guess how that works for my mind... thats why i hope that my job will be one that really pose a challenge to me... of course must be interesting and something i like la... haha... dunnoe engineering will be the right choice a not... but nonetheless... i still have a choice of the engineering i want to go to in the future... haha... future looks bleak and cloudy... but thats wat make it interesting.. haha...

unknowingly... 5 days of block leave has passed... getting closer to my posting... haha... really hope not storeman la... even clerk i also happy... better if MSD la... but nothing i can control really... haha... haiz... army life's sianz but can keep me occupied.... i really wonder what will happen if i get 8 to 5... wah... sianzation... though my classmates really like tt it is slack... -_-" Different people different ideas la... haha... i'm a strange person... but glad that i have close friends to confide in... similarly... my friends can always come to me for help... i'll try to help in watever way i can... haha... really and serious~

PS camp~

2005-06-11T22:31:00.000-07:00

Went for PS camp yesterday... haha... stayed until today... was like keep on changing my decisions loh... haha... say dun want to stay... then say stay until 6am then in the end only went back home after lunch with them at suntec... haha... i'm a person who cannot make up his mind... in the end didn't go montage also... haha... very tired la... only slept 40 minutes loh.. haha... though i slept 5 hours just now... lol...
It was my first time staying overnight la seriously... haha... i missed last yr one due to the china trip... so i was thinking of staying for this yr's one... very short lo... haiz... 1 night onli... haha... some of the games were really pointless... cause i dun see the purpose behind them... though i can understand abt the water bombs la... lol... we have such fun every year... a tradition liaoz... and the ex-co are out liaoz... think they will do a good job la... haha... at least will be better than me one lo... haha... i'm the worst ex-co that will ever be... lolx... thats y i think ms lee dun like me.. but like i care like tt... haha... i dun like her also... haha... keep my comments to myself... lolx.... later get sued... woah~ haha...

Passing out~

2005-06-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

Pass out lo.... haha... this ends my 7 week of life in BMTC... kinda miss it and kinda just glad its all over... not tt enjoying to be booking in every weekend... very sianz indeed... going to miss my platoon ba... a bunch of fun loving ppl lo seriously... and my instructors and commanders who have really been very patient with us... with out standard in many areas being fucked up and stuff... haha... enjoy the platoon night the most... kelvin and augustine kanna really badly... cheng really zao very fast la... gotta hand it to him...
Now start of block leave lo.. also dunnoe wat to do better... so fast 2 days pass le.. haha... waiting for the 17th for my posting... really hope can get into MSD... otherwise a camp near my house will be good... near to go and buy no.3 if i kanna clerk... lolx... waste of money... sianz...
Going back to sch tomolo to collect cert and pop by the PS camp... maybe meeting Jy for lunch along the way.. haha... lolx... see how lo...
Still very confused withnin myself about feelings... dunnoe... shan't think too much abt it...

field camp~

2005-05-29T17:13:00.000-07:00

had my field camp this week... haha... kinda not what i was expecting lor... it was boring, lame and downright demoralising... and combat rations really suck... except for some... haha... it rained heavily for 2 days... and put everybody spirits down... falling in in SBO attire in the rain isn't something a lot of ppl will have like doing at 6.15am.... sianz... the lessons were also quite lame seriously... though its significant... but not something that really capture my attention totally... haha... the weapons at use were quite interesting though...
Oh yeah... and i kanna heat rash.... lol...due to not being able to bathe for a few days lo... sianz... very itchy at times... lolx... but feeling better now... 1+ week to POC... time flies... haha... will miss some of my platoon mates but definitely not Tekong itself la... haha... need to travel so far everyday to book in... haha.... living in boon lay isn't something that is good sometimes... though its near to the universities la... haha... till next time... take care everyone...

blog~

2005-05-22T23:55:00.000-07:00

Blogging finally after dunnoe how long... haha... lets see... 3 weeks! my god... haha.... army life still easy and slack... haha... and my PC is someone from my school... haha... someone hock chye and they all dun respect a lot... haha... in the sense that i respect more cause he my sir la... lolx... still trying to act cool outside... haha... never change... haha....
Army life has been colourful la... a lot of new friends and quite a bit of backstabbing? lolx... dun want to drag on about it.... haha... such things should be kept underneath... haha... but friends like milo, shi li and rui... lolx.... very lame and funny... with people like justin and fahmi helps out in maintaining order in bunk bah... we have 'whiners' like winston and so on... lolx...
Went to AJ rhapsody today... lolx... not too bad la... but CO one drag too long la... haha.... almost dozed off... i had an idiot who was snoring away behind me... haiz... inconsiderate sucker.... lol... gave her flowers... lolx.... glad that she liked them.... haha.... i hope... cause at least thats what she tell me... didn't have the guts again to talk to her... sianz.... when will i ever change... me really not a man la... like what others say... if reject reject la... why so scared... seriously... i also dunnoe leh... haha... i can't face such music loh...
K la... need to go shower le... tomolo need to get somemore stuff... hope everything in field camp goes well... haha... and bing xiu better dun get disturbed like me... haha...

back~

2005-05-01T11:29:00.000-07:00

back from army... yup.... the first week of training just pass like that... haha... time flies man.... one second we were wondering about when will we book out... and the next thing we knew we were out... yup... thanks to labour day... haha... xuan ming and wei jun are just opposite to me in army block loh... haha... and huatz is also near by... haha.... got into Whisky Company Platoon 4 Section 2... my sir and seargents are just a few years older than me loh... -_-".... they are not too bad la.... except that there are always blur suckers around... then hai the whole platoon.... my bunk mates are alright la... though sometimes strange... nevertheless... 5 weeks only left... must tolerate loh... haha.... still feeling shag... haha... 10.30 can knock out le... though i will snore loh... haha... i do that when i'm too tired... haha... and i have a sore throat... haha.... training was alright... manageable... though the weather was pretty screwed.... never rain one loh... hot like what... i got darker than before loh... haha... you may think its impossible la... lol... anyway... will blog when i feel like doing so... haha... cause feeling fatigue still... lol....

initial D~

2005-04-17T23:45:00.000-07:00

Been attacking initial D very xiong lately... haha... can say that i'm addicted to it... Dunnoe the reason why cause i never attack any other arcade game so siong before... haha... Been playing better than last time lol... especially so when i spend close to $10 a day lohz... haha... i started with an Mazda RX7-FC3S... It was kinda slow... but very nice to handle actually... haha... especially at the corners... though it still need a lot of tuning la... very few people use FC also from what i see at the arcade... mainly due to its low top speed bah... haha...
Started a Toyota Trueno 86 aka AE86... the car that Takumi Fujiwara use in the comic.... (just to note that FC is used by Takahashi Ryosuke... my favourite character)... played only 2 races so far... but feeling quite comfortable with it now... haha... though the start up is a bit slow... lolx... But to tell the truth i wanted to start an FD... cause of the better power and Project D is of FD and AE86 but went the 86 first leh... maybe like what yin yong say... i play initial D because of the upcoming movie in june which stars jay chou which ppl know can be related to WS and then... dunnoe la... just a game only... haha... i'll just start an FD next time... use Keisuke one...
Army coming this friday... looking forward to it... hehe... in a way la... haha... a change from my current sianz life is welcomed anytime... though it last 2 years lah... lolx... see how lohz... will stop blogging for a while bah... lolx...

thinking~

2005-04-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

Aactually had a dream of her again the other day... only this time she mentioned something of dun wan to see me again or wanting to avoid me in my dream... haha... made me wake up and feel down the whole day... sianz... been thinking a lot la... haha... actually i feel she like ah bob la... except very sad that ah bob didn't step up for her... (though i didn't too cause usually she never tells me her troubles)... haha... and ah bob's nick... M~ lol... can mean a lot of stuff... does it mean her? lolx... if ah bob is reading this... i mean nothing hor... =) *smilez*

Dunnoe la... i mean she changed her home number again... very obvious tt she want to avoid ppl... haha... though i have sim zhi peng and tan ping yong who say they have her number... but freakin them dun want to help me contact her... f*** la really... haiz... but like huatz say... shun qi zi ran... her bday coming in june... soon bah... hope she contacts me loh.... getting her a bday present hopefully... suan le... she was never meant to be gf... destined to only me my god sis... haha... lao tian... rao le wo ba! haha... *shakes head*

But really la... thinking back... i still think only patricia give me a comfortable feeling and the feeling that i like her... haha... others are like ermz... some give me a comfortable feeling to be around with... ermz... like jia ying, lena zhong, ng hui wen... these are my 'kakis' in a way.. haha...
as for those i like include ermz ppl know who la... haha... ppl like wei shi and wei shan loh... lolx... haiz... but i see them like see ghost like tt... dun dare to talk to them one lo... haha... suan le... patricia got bf le... i wish her all the best... haha... we are still the best of friends anyway... and heard her bball skills are really good~ -_-" haha....

Time flies la... thinking of when i used to dislike gals... haha... to now so luan guy... haiz... come a long and stupid way... wo zai xiang ru guo dan chu i choose jjc... what will have been the outcome... will it have been better for my studies? haha... but i think i will have fight with michelle's despicable and loathsome ex-ass.... haiz... but i never regret knowing ppl in ajc loh... haha... zhen de gan xie lao tian rang wo ren shi le 18/03... haha.... and of course other friends in ajc as well... like ming hui, kar gim, li jie, sharon etc... haha....

To quote la... ren sheng you ru yi chang meng... haha... i'm just glad its not a nightmare for me... haha... 1 week plus to go... haha...

bored~

2005-04-09T01:35:00.000-07:00

the guys have all officially become part of the NS system... haha... left me of course... and wei bo la... lolx... haiz... kinda feel that time flies like nothing lor... how i was like so scared of NS when i was young... (of course it helps when you are PES C and excused from running, jumping and marching =) ) haha.... 2 more weeks lo... wonder who my bunk mates were be like... and also my buddy... better dun be sabo king type... lolx... and must can wake me up one... when i can't wake up i really sleep like dead pig... haha...
sent my hp for repair today... haha... only get back on wed... lolx... sianz... so many days with hp... and i thought i saw someone familiar loh... forget it... not chio bu anyway... which reminds me that there is one at the breadtalk shop at jurong point... haha... quite chio la... should be still working there... haha... if not guys dun blame me ah... lolx....
bored.... Ahhh~

sianz~

2005-04-06T16:00:00.000-07:00

haha... i think today is gonna be another heavy downpour day... sianz.... this week the remaining guys almost all go in NS le... haha... left me of course... with 2 more weeks to go... haha... nothing much to say la... think they will do alright inside bah... provided their bunks are not full of sabo kings... haha... lum and ken will be in sch 1 while huatz, wj and xm will be in sch 2... not too bad la... means i can meet them in sch 2... initially only me lohz... haha....
stayed up to watch the pool-juve match yesterday... pool played fantastic attacking football in the first half... though i have the feeling that some calls went pool way leh... maybe its just me... anyway its not my job anyway... lolx... scott carson give away that juve goal was quite accidental... but in a way a really blunt error... bounce off him... reminds me of roy carroll... -_-"
oh well.. maybe going to buy the chelsea match later... like tt watch match then got feeling... =)

feelings

2005-04-04T13:45:00.000-07:00

Was chatting with qian ru last night... and we were talking about feelings... about me not able to understand my own 'gan jue'... she advised a change was necessary if i was not to hurt myself as well as others around me... haha... Theoretically a person cannot like so many ppl at once... haha... actually i dunnoe myself really.... what is the difference between like and crush.... haha.... liking someone means wat? just like 'shing shang' a person means wat? the difference is really like a thin piece of paper or like worlds apart... dun understand... enlighten me lo...
Anyway... the remaining guys will be entering this week except me of course... haha... they all PES A one... good luck man... lol... especially if they later get posted to ninja i think... or guards after this BMT... siao siao... haha... yuan zheng is navy.... see whether his ears are alright a not loh... he mentioned that they got problem before....
Take care guys...

sighz~

2005-03-31T00:00:00.000-08:00

went back to school today for cca carnival... kinda boring... haha... they had no booth no plan or what so ever yet 91 ppl signed up... -_-" haha... ms goh first thing come up to me and say i put on weight... lolx... haiz... can't slim back down leh... doing weights every night le... yet... no supper also... ok i did eat carrot cake just now but it was onli today... haha....
didn't had the dream again last night... kinda disappointed really... haha... you may say i very wat lah... but long story... lolx... fate is ironic like a roses with its thorns... haiz... got think of a few times of going to her house to look for her... but ermz... me being the ego me or whatever u call it... will not go there... haha... anyway it would have been strange for me to go also la... sighz~
jiez... get back to me la... haha... almost going to half a yr le... -_-"

Dream

2005-03-29T18:05:00.000-08:00

Too real to be fake, but too fake to be real... dreams are really sometimes the worst things or best things that can happen to you... why make me dream of you when it seems you want to cut all contacts with me... i dun understand at all... and it seems so real and familiar... your smile, ur face and your everything... you proposed that we should never lose contact but it has been some time since i heard from you.... get into contact with me?
I know you have my number... so get into contact with me.... thanks.

2nd movie in a week...

2005-03-26T00:55:00.000-08:00

watched the eye 10 today...

better than the 2nd one la... haha... but a bit lame the story...

as usual... i didn't watch some scenes again... *some will know why*

trying to handle my low blood pressure... *giddy*

anyway... sorry to the guys if i got say anything wrong... haha... which i still thinking if there's any.... dunnoe leh... keep thinking got say something wrong... oh well...

movie~

2005-03-22T00:01:00.000-08:00

today is the first monday that i have again free as a slacker... haha... finally caught the movie 'hitch' today... watch it with ng hui wen... it was really an ok show... haha... with will smith the man playing a 'love know-it-all' haha.... and kevin james entertaining us with his dancing... which sucks by the way... not that it was good... haha...
'life isn't abt the number of breathes u take, but the moments it takes your breath away' rather optimistic... but i like... =)
later yuan zhen join us as well... she wanted to go to the library... which by the way i haven step into the woodlands library before... but in the end ending up window shopping... i finally understand how gals window shop... lolx... normally guys will only go shopping when required... haha... can see that all the shopping done were not that required actually... but in a way kinda cute... haha... ng hui wen proved me wrong once again.. cause i see that she didn't window shop loh... haha... no offence ah...
Tomolo maybe going swimming... damn long no swim le... dunnoe can manage a not.. haha....

last day of work...

2005-03-18T23:20:00.000-08:00

Today marks my last day of work at OCBC... haha... been a fun experience... where we play cards for almost half the day and still get paid... haha... where got such good thing one... haha... 700 plus... not bad for a slacking job... lum say he wun mind working like this since like jan lo... so fun... so gum with ppl there and also so slack... haha... and we have 2 good supervisors... though one is a debt collector... -_-" 2 free pizza treats and 1 old chang kee... shiok la... this is life man... haha... though i'll be sick of files for some time again... hehe...
Watch the last episode of 'you are the one', nice show la... my family likes it... lolx... like the quotation... "it doesn't matter what ur past is, as long as i'm part of ur future" how many people can say such a thing lo... haha... it is a tv show... haha... but nice la... lol... no wonder 'endorsed' by SDU... haha...
Anyway... meeting up with PS people tomolo... kinda miss them... sometime never meet le... haha... But cartel is $$$... haiz... haha...

open house

2005-03-13T23:20:00.000-08:00

went to both openhouse these 2 days... wahaha...

NUS
Went to meet Li jin again this yr... haha...go a lot of time NUS le lo... haha... he hasn't changed... lol... except his command of english is still a bit lan... haha.... went for the talks which was like not so useful loh... haha... rubbish really... the speakers were like horrible... saw a lot of ppl there... including ppl like Charles, Li jie, Sharon who are like only j2 this year and wun be reporting for the courses loh... -_-"... true spirit of singaporean kiasuism... haha... just registered for the courses i interested in loh.... business, engineering and science lo...haha... cause there isn't a lot of choices anyway... and i need to depend on luck... i also put computing but will prefer doing e-commerce... lol.... something related to business...

NTU
This one met with the guys in the morning... so shiok... first time i could sleep the latest for an outing... haha... of course la... ermz... hock chye slept later cause he was late... haha... anyway... NTU facilities like so damn chio lo... haha... much better than NUS... haha... although NUS is more established.... lol... somehow i feel i slightly lost my interest in accountacy leh... and more interested in business... but i put anyway... since i feel got no chance... wah...really sianz diao... mathematical sciences only take 60... like so damn strigent lo... sianz ji pua... haha... think the guys also wanna put business...think they have so much a better chance than me lo... haha... cause their results are like much better??? haha... saw many different ppl again today also... haha... the shock one was ee ling... or so i guess... she like look at me and i look back... both feel veri familiar with each other... lol... her face still the same... lol... oh yeah... saw frank they all also... siu kwok la, xin yi etc... haha... so surprised... of course aj ppl also got come la... haha... wen hao they all...

Just pray i can get into a course now.... dun want to wat le.. haha... cannot expect much with moi results... haha.... oh well... been a long entry... need to sleep soon... got work again tomolo... sianz.. last week le though... haha...

Courses

2005-03-07T23:47:00.000-08:00

Thinking a lot of the courses i would like to study in university... need to make the right choice and also a lot of luck... cause with my results... haha... i'm gonna need them... i will still like accountacy and business... otherwise... i will go for mathematical sciences, electrical engineering and pyschology... haha... see how lo... lum say the last one a bit no future... dunnoe la... quite alright with it...thinking of registering soon... lol... dun want to waste 10 bucks again... ha.... wish me luck then...
Oh yeah... susan and terence treated us today to pizza and roti boy... nice and we play bridge during work lo... of course its after le la... haha... laugh until i dunnoe what to say.. watching anwar and seng han play... -_-"

A level results

2005-03-06T01:10:00.000-08:00

Well.. got back my results le... was not happy with the results... B C C... C5 for GP... definitely not what i was hoping for... not helped tt i couldn't get a A for my confident subject... one that i always been good in.... and so many ppl get A loh... from our class alone 18 had A... haha... had to act ok in front of ppl lo... lol... joking around with ppl and stuff... cause i find no point in sulking and pouting over it... especially after... anyway... was quite envious of my class peepz lo... wei jun, wei bo and yin yong... the 3 clever dudes get 4As... and jia ying... dunnoe what i should say.... 3As... and she was the one who keep worrying... though sometimes really gek ppl... cause like after exam she will be like how ah or flustered like tt... in the end 3As... -_-"... for all my calculations... screwed up la... disappointed... now big headache... cannot get into NTU business bah... cause competition very tight.... considering SMU... but damn troublesome... freaking sianz... need to take SAT again bah... 1240 like shit lo... their average then is 1310... haiz... why didn't i do better...

O level results~

2005-02-28T21:55:00.000-08:00

had a damn slack day at work again... haha... 30 files while divided among the few of us... haiz... only 4 files per person... so the duhz~ i finished most of mine before lunch break... causing me to slack there lo... maybe i bring a book there to read loh... haha... dunnoe leh... seng lum suay loh... lol...volunteer for the typing job... haha... then got supervision lo... him... lol... but we still meet up for lunch la... though ours was like longer cause we slack in the room till everyone get back... -_-" at least susan will be coming down tomolo to go through case by case... so not too bad... at least can ask what we dunnoe... lolx... see lo... haha... just dun want to rot away loh...
O level results out today... lolx... my sis got 14 pts... gd enough for her la... with her usual results... though she still arrogant... like very good like tt... she just never learn...
A level results coming soon... haiz... still kia kia leh... scared... lolx... wish everyone the best of luck...

working at OCBC~

2005-02-25T22:50:00.000-08:00

Haha.. work has been slack these 2 days... cause the files we are supposed to work on not here yet mah... so like we had 2 hour lunch break... which terence agreed to close one eye to just 1 hour onli... (hopefully) haha... then early finish work lo... wah lau eh... buay tahan... then we play metal slug somemore today lor... haha... and drink their coffee and tea... and biscuits also... haha... think monday need to start pia liaoz... haha.... so qiao lo... khairunisa also work there... my primary school friend.... i didn't dare to ask her initially... haha... cause i scared wrong person... then she ask me today lo... cause i grow fatter again bah... cause tt time i go back rite they couldn't recognise me.... haha.... not a good news anyway... anyway... been still fine at work lo....
Was very mad with my sis today... haiz... dun want to elaborate on that...
Looking forward to play soccer with the guys this weekend lo... haha... and a level results coming soon... haiz... damn nervous... sianz man... scared for my chem... physics and maths still alright... lol... dunnoe la... dunnoe which course to take... wanted accountacy.... but... haha... see loh...

working- 2nd term

2005-02-23T00:10:00.000-08:00

haha... erm got myself a job again... lol... pay same as last time lo... haha... work at OCBC... lol.. banks are very niao la... lol... except huatz they all that job... 8 bucks an hour.... but for huatz they all... transport is a big problem... wahaha... duhz~ hope everything goes fine bah... lum and wj accompanying me this time... i was really bored till very sianz le... the job quite low pay and yet they agree to work with me... hehe~ hopefully all goes well bah.... anyway... its near jy's workplace as well... we could always have lunch together... *if time permits*
Wish me luck bah... hope there dun have one mayvin yeo again... haha...

mahjong~

2005-02-17T22:22:00.000-08:00

wahaha... finally played mahjong again today... and i won a grant total of...
50 CENTS~
Wahaha... i'm nuts.... what to do... lost my mum $6.40 in a round mah and another $3.20 in another... hehe... but who cares... cleared my crave for mahjong today... wah really is got luck here but no luck there... things i dun want keep coming... all my tiles very 'sui' but no 'fan' cannot game... sianz diao man... 4 or 5 rounds like that... machiam demoralising.... haha...
Had dinner with my cousins... missed the previous one... haha... the food there alright la... at holland drive one... but quite salty... oh yeah... toto opened today... unsuccessful... 8 people shared the top prize? =)
Dunnoe la... haha... people are greedy... like me!
I just come to understand again that i can take pictures... but will never be photogenic...
oh yeah...
my art sucks~
-_-"

v day~

2005-02-14T23:55:00.000-08:00

hmmz... v day... a day where i spend alone for the 19th year running...... wahaha.... ok... u dun get lovers from young but hey, what the heck? =) i'm me~ wahaha...
went shopping around yesterday for wei shan's bday present... *winkz* with huatz and yq who wanted to get v day presents... lol... wanted to get a v day present for her... but decided not to... especially since jing wei keep dampening my spirits one... so never mind... she's not my gf anyway... wanted to get that 'true love' pendant... i thought it was nice and 99 bucks nia... but haha... didn't buy... didn't even get my mum a gift that ex before... i'm so guilty... haha... but i didn't buy... so yup....
haha... think huatz was kinda bothered by me man... keep talking so much... sorry man~ haha... think i provided lousy advice... oh well... i'm not a serious man~ haha... and stupid raymond borrowed 50 bucks from me to buy v day gift... what a loser to not buy for someone u like with ur own money... oh well... he's one of my best buddies anyway~ hope he returns it soon..... though i'm not in desperate need. of money... i dun like to part with it for too long~ =) hope ppl understand~
in the end... we got what we wanted respectively... after a long turmoil of course... one thing for certain... i suck at origami... who can blame me? i was never good at art u noe... lol... always just pass... except we had the art test based on theory which i did well... *smilez* man... huatz can play virtual tennis... he and me tag team quite strong... huatz... next time we must win everybody man~ *grinz*
as for today... haha... went godma's house... got ang bao again.. *happy* see her only once a year... haha... didn't know her house was at jurong east only... keep thinking it was kallang lor... all these years... what a goondu i am... -_-"
Today post quite long le... anyway...
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~
QING REN JIE KUAI LE....

constantine

2005-02-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

a man without a life... haha... how can you have a life when you have to spend it watching supernatural beings around us.... does keep ppl wondering u noe... sighz... rules, regulations... even God have them... no offence to any christians yeah? just following the movie... the movie was nice... though i really have a weakness for scary parts... haha... bet you didn't know yeah? haha... me with my big ego... wahaha~ and let paranoid ppl have a fear of water... if you watched the movie you know why.... catch the show la... worth it...
catching the show at 9.45pm was not worth it really... haha... cause it came with an additional 16.00 taxi fare... there goes my earnings at chong ying's house... oh well... haha... maybe cause of my lies bah... there goes some money... oh well...
nothing's changed...
i still love my classmates...
haha...
hope it stays this way...

CNY

2005-02-08T22:23:00.000-08:00

Been a few days since i last blog.... haha....
yup... Chinese New Year is here!!!!!! yeah... ang baos~ wahaha... not that i need the money la... haha... looking forward to meet some of my relatives again...
its like i only see them once a year... during CNY onli... haha... so yup... and yeah... meeting 18/03 on saturday.... =) Anyway... wish everybody a prosperous CNY... GONG XI GONG XI~
*Thinking*
Like very short leh.... my blog entry recently... must be due to lack of activity... haha... Army still long for me... but i not looking forward to it either=)
Who cares... haha... walk one step, see one step lo...
Hmmz...
Life still goes on... yup~

wednesday

2005-02-03T01:40:00.000-08:00

Had lunch with the gals working in CPF today... not bad la... haha... all of them still as bubbly and lively... it was my first time seeing the 'tissue booking' in action today... lol... there were so many tissue packs placed around lo... wahaha... so funny.... and the food is cheap... but ermz... not very nice... haha... dunnoe but maybe its just me... hehe... obviously i had some 'suaning' also... lol....
Hmmz... later went chinatown.... not very fruitful... dunnoe la... very tired le... blog tomolo bah...

blog lo... haha...

2005-02-01T19:30:00.000-08:00

Sprained my ankle recently... sianz diao... dunnoe was it me or that guy using dirty tricks... cause i remember that time i grabbed rebound his knee just shot up and hit me in the stomach... dunnoe la... wth... haiz... i really dunnoe how to play tactical bball le... lol... watever they all say i completely no idea at all liaoz... machiam sianz diaoz... haha....
No mood to search for job le... very grateful for xuan ming to provide lobang... wahaha... but haiz... no mood le leh... must have rested too long liaoz... now ankle sprained also problem... hehe...
Tomolo going China town with the PS members... haha... i hope i dun malu myself man.... haha... so long nvr touch camera le... maybe i team up with jing wei and let me do the answering =) I suck at teaching anyway... wahaha....
Next week meeting up with the class again bah at Kevin's house... hope most will turn up... looking forward to meeting them again... wahaha... Maybe open gambling den again... haha... dunnoe la... cannot play with kevin they all la... always lose them one.... play with the others... =P

gan chu liang duo~

2005-01-25T01:14:00.000-08:00

Sunday's Steven Chou's show was hilarious but left me in deep thought as well... i will like to quote him ( with change of words) to 2 people:
Let u all interprete yourself, its in han yu ping yin...

To A:
Cheng jing you yi duan zheng ai bai zai wo yan qian,
Dan wo mei you qu zheng xi ta,
Hai hu lue le ta....
Ru guo shang tiang neng rang yi qie zhong tou zai lai de hua,
Wo hui dui ta suo 'wo ai ni',
Zhe chi jue bu zai bian ren le....

To B:
Cheng jing you yi duan heng hao de you yi bai zai wo mian qian,
Dan wo mei you qu zheng xi ta....
Ying wei wo de gu zhi,
Shang hai le ta....
Ru guo shang tiang neng rang yi qie zhong tou zai lai de hua,
Wo hui dui ta suo 'wo heng zhen xi wo men de you qing',
Zhe chi jue bu zai bian ren le....

Anyway... 'Phantom of the Opera' was good... their voices were wonderful... lol...
yi shyan felt it was a sad show... yup...
I can't help but agree...
Not all love in this world can be rewarded...
So those who are rewarded must cherish it...
Heng zhen shi de yi ge shi jie...
Haha...
Hope to get back my clementi polyclinic job again...
Who cares if its boring le...
Staying at home is worse...
Haha...

new year clothes...

2005-01-23T01:00:00.000-08:00

Had planned to go out today to get my new year clothes stuff... haha... erm... unsuccessful... didn't see anything i really like... i wanted the set of clothes that kao qiao liang jie had worn in Initial D... but couldn't find anything similar... sianz.. good thing wei jun, xuan ming and yuan zheng could go out with me... really grateful to them... haha... being at home alone makes me become a lunatic... haha... think i think a lot when i'm alone lo... so today go out let me feel more at ease... haha...
Going to watch movie on monday with yi shyan... haha... dun have to stay at home... happy~
Need to get myself a new set of clothes soon... wearing the old stuff really sucks... haha... dunnoe la... getting very practical... haha....

cheng zhong~

2005-01-20T14:41:00.000-08:00

Heng cheng zhong,
Zhen de heng cheng zhong,
Bu zhi wei he you zhe zhong gan jue,
Yi jian zhong lai mei you zhe zhong gan jue guo,
you ren neng jiao jiao wo zhe me zhuo mah,
wo gan jue heng pan huang,
Bu zhi gai zhe me zhuo~